.·´¯`·×·> Smash My Heart Into Dust

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 01:02:02 GMT

YOU ALL FARTED

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 20:45:24 GMT

YOU FARTED

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 22:14:21 GMT

last day of hell was today its over now though=D!

1st was ten minutes..i gave melissa her card=D

3rd-exam was only 40 questions but they were hard it was hard to find the answers in the notes and such so it took me awhile..then this guy took my cd player and was attempting to headbang and it was funny..i talked 2 rosie most the time shes cool and nice=) i gave her my number if she wanted to chill or sumsing.i was yelling at miss stebbins cuz she wouldnt let me go see mr rice and this guy sean kept calling me strange things like adobe and stuff.

4th-lunch period sat with schmooty and talked and doodled..lunch went to band room with schmooty and other paige saw paige b my love and raimar=D.then we all went and saw mercedes and montana and all them..searched for melissa and then the bell rang. so paige walked me back to class and then i doodled with schmooty some more.

6th-the exam was 100 questions long..we all finished and graded the papers. i got an 80..a lot of ppl failed cuz they copied off someone who messed up badly...and then someones cell went off and everyone sang the song it played to make it look like it was the class not a phone...i talked 2 Ian and jamie got kicked out of class..i kinda told off miss burttram cuz she was yelling @ me about not being at school and such then at the end of class we threw paper balls at her threw the windows from outside bc we wont have to see her ever again which is exciting.

on the bus it was interesting..valerie sat with me to protect me lol from the weird kids in tha back=D! but uhm we stopped by Brookes bus and Brittany was throwing candy canes at it and messing with some people..i thought Brooke flicked me off so i flicked her off but i was wrong lol sowwy love..the bus ride seemed shorter maybe because its winter break now=D! so exciting....all in all i had an okay day and im excited to be out for christmas break.i hope i chill with half the people i planned to chill with. i feel really sick right now though my head kinda hurts and im gonna take a nap.then Melissa Brooke and Paige are coming over and were gonna have fun=) so ill update later..

in the words of merceds and i..."You expect Prince Charming but you get the fucking fire breathing dragon."

</3-Alatha

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 23:55:38 GMT

Day 2 Of Hell...wasnt as bad.

1st was only ten minutes ...bad side i had to see mr od good side i found out i have a "C" in science and not a lowlowlow "F" so thats good=D!

the first exam today was second period..i went i took i prob. failed..then there was 3rd for lunch..i had lunch with brooke and melissa which is always a plus. then the second exam was medical i was so nervous so i studied for like 20 min. b4 we began..the test was sooossososo easy i had myself worried for nothing which is never good..i think i did good..i found out i have a "C" in medical..so basiclaly im passing=D.uhmm i found jamie we went to the bus i got on valerie sat with me in the back which was shocking bc she HATES the back of our bus. got home chilled with sam..ashley came same left..ashley left..im alone for once which makes me smile cuz i was gettng tired of not being alone ever. my head hurts so bad im gonna go 2 sleep in like 2 hours and thats early for me...okay all done cept for like 2 things..

OKAY I KNOW ITS CHEESY...but ive been doin icky lately and 2 ppl have been there tons...BROOKE and MELISSa! i love you both much, thanks for letting me vent to you both and being there i lovee you. Brooke..FBFHY=D and melissa we dont have one but your still my best friend=D!<333

<3-Alatha

Midnight Skies Turn Skarlet Red....

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 22:51:51 GMT

today was day one my life in hell or commonly known as exam week....

i got there late and now have 2 detentions for one day which idk how thats gonna work out...and then i went in and was denied a candy cane>:O cuz i have too much energy already=( lol..and then i took the stupid science exam which was hard cuz hes a nutcase. and i think i failed it was 80 questions which i finished and then proceeded to listen to my the used and such cds in class=). and then the bell rang i found alexandra and we walked too 2nd like we always do...this was all 1st period.

then i went to 2nd for "study" but didnt need to i guess cuz im smart..then we went to lunch..i got presents and cards and hugs and attacked and and and it made me feel special.Paige got me a bracelet which i LOVE for the record...then me and briana went to miss mix's classroom..and i saw GABBY and ALYSSA and KRISTIN=D! which made my freaking day. then we went back to class and briana left me with sierra and then the bell rang and i went to my next class.

4th period exam was next...i got in put away my cd player took off my hoodie and got comfy...i thought it was gonna be so hard but it was really easy and i understood it all except the last few questions ill be so disapointed if i do badly cuz i think i did good! then i spent the next hour listening 2 music and talking 2 emily about all the famous people Brooke and I have seen or bumped into at concerts which she now hates us=P but not. after 4th i RAN to melissa to give her her doodle and hug cuz i didnt see her or anyone all day. it was thrilling...then i got on the bus.

i got home called Brooke and such and now im still talking 2 her i love getting out of school @ like 2 its awsome. although im sleepy 2morrow im so not readyfor the medical exam but im way ready for english. i love multiple choice tests.

ive still been feeling like crap worthless and all...sometimes i panic for no reason..ive had like 2 anxiety attacks and i hate them...i just need some reasurance that itll be okay even though that doenst usually help...idk what i need =(

</3-Alatha

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 19:48:17 GMT

so this weekend was okay...

friday i went to my moms cuz my dad was yelling at me about crazyness and im like fuck it and left..i went there and slept there...you know it was bad when id rather be with my mom and the crazy cuban then my dad. yeah.

saturday i came home when my dad wasnt home and then paige and ashley came over we chilled..then brookie came over...me and paige had a serious convo. in the driveway and she almost cryed..then stephen had a cookie and we wanted it so paige and i chased him and then ashley tackled him and brooke got the cookie...we went on a long walk...and then it go really cold so we went home. and then we chilled in my room and me and paige decided to explore the empty houses being built so we went and heard a noise and ran away and then her and ashley went bakc and explored it because i was cold and scared...then we chilled some more talked went to bed and slept uncomfortably i almost spooned brooke cuz we were smoosed but i made sure i didnt! lol...then we got up @ liek 10...paige left then brooke then ashley...

now im alone and its okay im tired/bored/nervous for exams on wends. but i just want my christmas vacation badly.

So Cut My Wrists And Black My Eyes

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 03:51:15 GMT

i went to school today...

1st-i got there late and it was about homeroom time and we didnt read i just sat with melissa and talked =) she gave me all the makeup work and stuff which helped a lot=D!

2nd-Arielle helped me with some science stuff...and then mr rice tryed to avoid me for some reason then i took a vocab. quiz and yah..im not ready for his exam=(.

3rd-Mrs.stebbins talked a lot and we did fcat stuff..then during lunch i went to science lab and worked on some lab thing for make up work...and then i went to D lunch for a little i saw paige,ashley,and schmooty and then they walked me back to class..i was wayyyy late back to 3rd and blake was making an offended face cuz she didnt yell at me and always yells at him and jessy when their like 10 min. late.

4th-math..i finally understand stuff going on in there..=D!

5th-medical we had a guest speaker and it was liek a long free relax period...

6th-cpr so funny...miss burttram kept making jamie do it over and it was hilarious im like JAMIE YOUR TOO LATE HES DEAD!lol..and we drew penis's on 2 girls heads cuz they wanted them 2 it was funny..

after 6th i saw sdhari and valerie=)...and then i found brookie..and we went and found my mom..went to the dmv waited...i failed the test one time...then passed it after a retake=D i missed six and your aloud to miss 5=( ho well..in the end i got my permit and now when i drive its not illegal=). my dad was like everyone off the road and it was mean but ho well i drive good ask anyone=P! hmm then we went ot my house and waited for like 1 hour and got sam..went to sams got money..then we all went to taco bell=)..and then we came to my house and ate cake...i made brooke a cake for her birthday and i did good=D it was yummy.then me and brooke waited for my momma and we drove brooke home..then my mom took me home..i did my homework and now its 10:45 and its the first time ive gotten any spare time to just sit and chill and no1 is online and its sad cuz i wanna talk to people! im gonna go 2 bed soon...samantha is basically living with me which makes me happy cuz i missed her=).

</3-Alatha

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 17:44:22 GMT

okay so im doing a friends cut...comment if you wanna stay please.

no school today hospital in a bit.

</3

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 17:36:28 GMT

Friday briana and kristin came over was fun like always they gave me 2 dashboard shirts which i love and im wearing one now=)...it was fun and eventful and yah.

saturday brooke came over after she cleaned her room...we attempted at pictures and voice recordings forever..ill post some of the pics. below=) but it was fun i sucked the helium out of my baloons and i sounded funny and recorded me singing ive got a lovely bunch of coconuts and it was funny..we watched a cinderella story and laughed a whole lot.fun night stayed up till like 5 or 6 am and we were all silly cuz it was early and such....

so here they are...

just nod and smile..

i look very evil here.

this one puts the icing on the cake ...me and brooke

uhmm brooke says fuck you.

</3

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 19:18:10 GMT

so yesterday i went to school whoopy!lol...

1st-test i aced it nukka;)!and then there was a fire drill so i didnt get detention for not having a book to read in homeroom...the stupid fire drill thing jamie called me awafa and now my first period is like awafaaa lol.

2nd-essay which took the whole class.

3rd-history notes and talking 2 jennifer...lunch was bleh.

4th-math testt i failed it=( i know the stuff but i didnt understand the questions...stupid math. stupid slope intercept. i have a C in math though which is good..i got a headache from math and wanted to cry and miss sanders has been so mean 2 me shes such a bitch sometimes.

5th-turned in all my make up work...and got an average for my grade which will b a "B" or "C" which is good..i did all my work and then sat and talked with people.

6th-make up work refused to read..miss burttram is a buttface. i hate her a whole lot cant wait to get out of her class...

bus ride..lots of talk about boners and such and how balls hurt well the boys were..

tonight is friday kristin and briana are coming over=)..tomorrow is sat. if i cant go 2 renatas brooke and melissa might come over after the show but who knows...cant wait till 2nite i missed my kristin and briana porkers night but not fo sho.

</3-Alatha

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 23:10:52 GMT

went to school today wow...

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Alatha
Birth date: November 27th
Birth place: Crownpoint, IN
Current Location: 321.
Hair Color: brunette
Righty or Lefty: right.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: no flippin clue
Shoes you wore today: blue comfy rug like flip flops
Your weakness: ssilly boys
Your fears: getting hurt, rejection
Your perfect pizza: hmm papa johns cheese i guess
Goal you'd like to achieve:just get happy

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your most overused phrase: retard..idiot...hmm idk?
Your thoughts first waking up: "should i go to school today?"
Your best physical feature: haha funny
Your bedtime: uhmm 1:30-2 am
Your most missed memory: i miss when my mom and dad were together and there was no cuban present..if you agree say I!lol

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Adidas or Nike: uhmm neither but if i must adidas
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton even though tees icky
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: neither.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: no
Cuss: yeah i dooo
Single: when was i not single?
Take a shower: yes i do showa.
Have a crush(es): i would have to say yes
Think you've been in love: i think so but i refuse to talk about it so ef off.
Want to get married: who doesnt?
Believe in yourself: not really
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're attractive: no
Think you're a health freak: nope
Get along with your parents: haha thats a riot.
Like thunderstorms: the sky is pretty but the thunder scares me shitless

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: nooo
Gone on a date: no
Gone to the mall: no=(
been on stage: uhmm in the auditorium for class changes does that count?
eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
Eaten sushi: eewww
Been dumped: not in awhile.
Gone skating: no
Gone skinny dipping: not in a long time=(
Stolen anything: not since last year

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: cant say i have
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: not extremely intoxicated no
Been caught "doing something": uhmm there was a boy in the closet end of story
Been called a tease: yes
Gotten beaten up: nooo

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: sooner or late
Number of Children: im hoping for 2
Describe your dream wedding: it doenst have to be big just beautiful
How do you want to die: in my sleep
What do you want to be when you grow up: happy and married
What country would you most like to visit: europe

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: the best is blue but im not picky
Best hair color?: idc about the color but im a hott hair kinda gal
Short or long hair: not ape man long but not none at all
Height: as tall or taller then me
Best first date location: im not picky
first kiss location:whereva
my "fantasy places": whatchu say?

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my life: uhm lets see...atleast 10.
Number of CD's I own: idk i have a lot now.
Number of piercings: none=(
Number of tattoos: none

--Everyone Loves A Slinky--

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 18:33:06 GMT

so pretty much yesterday was my birthday and im pretty happy about that=).

brooke and melissa woke me up @ like 10:30 and then we went to chillis...the flippin waiter was hot hot hot.and then we walked to goodwill and then walked around a bit melissas mom got us and we went to pick up ashley...i walked inside ashleys house and baloons started droppin all over the place and the word suprise was heard...it was tianna paige ashley melissa and brooke i love you guys thank you so much. they got me playdough and cds and eyeliner and a wallet and some other stuff..i now have like 200 dollers once my effing grandma sends her money..but i have 50 now which is still a lot.uhmm yeah they shoved a whip cream pie in my face and it made my hair smell but look hawt. i then dunked my head in the pool to clean off and then we hung out foreva! later on me tianna paige and ashley walked down to her mailbox it was quite interesting ..long walk.lol...we went to bed rather early cuz everyone just kept fallin asleep but i had a lot of fun..they also gave me some card they made creativly which now makes me cry nd i hung it on the wall!

thank you lj friends for the happy birthdays=)...and thank you brooke melissa ashley paige tianna kristin sdhari briana mercedes samantha renata lisa ben and cleo for not forgetting=).

so sunday we woke up ate chilled brooke tryed to play pool..ashley and paige played paige lost lol..uhmm tv music and now im home so im gonn go watch this movie.

</3 ooo edit took this from kkkristin. 01. Who are you? 02. Are we friends? 03. When and how did we meet? 04. How have I affected you? 05. What do you think of me? 06. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 07. How long do you think we will be friends? 08. Do you love me? 09. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. If so, to whom? 25. What makes me happy? 26. What makes me sad? 27. What reminds you of me? 28. If you could give me anything what would it be? 29. How well do you know me? 30. Do you think I could kill someone? 31. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? fill it out or die

ii can't take it...i can't shake it..

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 15:48:17 GMT

im sick still...and i have this feeling of worthlessness and lonelyness that i cant take nor shake..its driving me insane and makes me cry.

i just need someone to love...someone i can love and they will love me back..someone who will love me and not break me and most of all not change me...why oh why can't i find this?

</3 I Never Was Good Enough For You.

i take back everything i said...

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 20:55:49 GMT

this weekend wasnt interesting...friday me and tianna babysat like i said 25$ more in my pocket=).uhmm other then that i just layed in bed i went to bed late but i was still in bed =/ still felt a little bit worthless..

saturday-layed in bed..i was so sick feeling i ate burger king and thought i was gonna vomit then i layed in bed and called sammy...then brooke and ashley called me and came over and i layed in bed some more...we hung out outside and in my room..brooke and i had a talk and i was pretty much upset a lot of the time..=/

sunday-woke up @ 10 after going 2 bed @ 6am! layed around in the room and ashley and brooke lefted..i layed around some more in the dark and felt sick..then i went on a short walk to think and whateva...i came home and called melissa and talked 2 her and she made me feel a little better..i was up til about 4 cuz i couldnt sleep cuz i was gonna vomit all i ate was a burito and anything else i tryed to eat i felt as if i was gonna vomit..

monday which is today there was no school for me im sick so i didnt go...i got up @ 2pm. and felt sick still idk whats wrong with me but i feel like shit.

</3-Alatha 5 days till my birthday.. 1 day till amanda wimpys.

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 16:53:04 GMT

goodness im sorry for the lack of updates!

heres what went down this week lol...i didnt go 2 school on tuesday or wends. because im sick again m telling you my immune system is like yay germs come in!=(

wends.-i went to the hospital for an MRI and i was in a large tube for like 30 min. and i was so terrified and i was shaky and moving and felt trapped and it made loud noises at me that gave me a headache..and now im like BAH LOUD NOISE NO!!!but good news i got myself a nice little laptop=D and i got the new the used cd.

thursday- i did go 2 school...tianna came home with me after...jamie robinson came over...we tackled the dryer adn washer out in the yard and talked about how mean people can be...then i had like 4-5 hours worth of homework and i did it.

friday-i went to school yet again but nothing interesting happened..my mom picked me and tianna up @ 3:40 she was so late>:O..then we went 2 jodis and i got 2 babysit o goodie i got 25 dollers though...then we got hre @ like 9:30 ish and hung out..we made chicken wings..i got all emotional and felt like dying so i went 2 sleep and tianna went and played video games with stephen and jamie riley..

today is saturday and im not doing anything at the moment i may invite melissa over wether she feels better or not bc tianna is leaving=( and i want a friend.

</3-Alatha ooo and dont forget my birthday is in 7 days=)

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 00:12:08 GMT

today was an odd day...

1st-mr oddonnell is a asshole and i dont like him..thats all there is 2 it.

2nd-mr rice is cool i guess i have a flippin C in his class though i mean come on now i speak english.

3rd-mrs stebbins is a crackwhore but not really. shes just not pleasant and jennifer wasnt there..lunch a bird was retarded and was by us and melissa scared it away..and then after lunch marissa in class was like im fucking jumpin out the window to the substitute...and i told her 2...and shes like okay i will...and she did and then she was there and im like run bitch run and she ran away and the deans never came..and it was strange.

4th-math i got yelled at for doing what i was told to do sit and wait and rawr...i got a free class i guess and talked 2 schmooty about her "rumor" problem.

5th-medical sam wasnt there again and neither was erika i hope their okay...uhmm we did some worksheet and i talked 2 heather and all those people..

6th-i said i was sick and i didnt have 2 read...and then i was putting words on paper and talking 2 ian from the other side of the room about stuff..and then i was talking with jamie about 6th grade and how people were assholes 2 her..and about my temper tantrums back then...and then she imitated stephen sliding on the floor away from me going NOOOO cuz i was ticking him and it was hilarious. and then i was like god dammit why not to miss burttram and she laughed i thought i was going to get yelled at but i didnt which rocked...that is all.

</3-Alatha

To Hell With You And All Your Friends

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 23:10:16 GMT

so today was really stupid...

1st-uhmm nothing that interesting we had water and dye and blew air in it and it turned yellow then we put in baking soda and it turned blue again and it was awsome and cool looking...and then i got a soda and found out im failing science and i have a yeah idk if i can raise it right now.

2nd-vocab. quiz of course i actaully passed..we had a substitute who was kinda nice...

3rd-Mrs stebbins wouldnt tell me my grade and was yelling @ me about stupid candy and then we watched a movie and i called my mother and tryed 2 talk 2 her and whatever. shes a bitch...lunch wasnt great.

4th-math took a quiz failed i guess i have a flippin 78 in math and im passing so now i dont hate math as much=).

5th-medical i have a B so i decided thats my most favorite class of all time and freaking mrs.stiffler is the coolest lady ever. and we talked about gross stuff and ew but cool..sam wasnt there=( and i looked okay today.

6th-i took some test or whatever and then did some worksheets and some spanish chick taught me how to say things in spanish and now health class is dedicated to learning spanish curse words and stuff which is awsome today i learned...ciate laboca es stupido puta..shut up stupid bitch...haha!=)..

that was my day so far im not going 2 the fair 2nite or anything anymore but 2morrow im going 2 the fair and then shopping and paige is coming over and yay=) shes gonna bring the cone she stole for me cuz were cool. and that is all sunday is jamies sweet 16 party so im gonna go 2 that thenn monday is school eww.

</3-Alatha

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 13:00:02 GMT

okay so the show was very very awsome...we first got there @ like 7 and autopilot off was on they were good but barely anyone was there..then letter kills came on and it was crazyness they were good and the lead singer jumped in the crowd i touched his foot=P i fell on my ass during letter kills and some kid fell on my leg and it felt like it was gonna snap and now im bruised and it hurts but it was AWSOME.lol...then while we waited for MCR these one guys were talking about boners and it was funny..then MCR came on and they were really good i fell AGAIN and this time a big tall kid was on my lap it didnt hurt as much but yea.they were good..we were really close for story of the year i could see ryan and hes gorgeous and i want his body..they played sweet home alabama and some black guy got on stage and sang and it was funny and yea...after on those escalators we saw thos hot boner kids and they said MBR was an awsome band cuz i had on that shirt..so pretty much we got home and 2 sleep around 2 and now its 8am and i have to go 2 school im so freaking tired and my leg is sore. and now im off to school so i guess ill update later.

</3-Alatha

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 19:20:11 GMT

new layout and such..like it?

pretty much paiges mom is mean and wouldnt let her come..melissa had some thing with her grandma..and brookie came over=) we walked around and hung out outside and inside and in the back room with the boys for like 10 minutes it was odd cuz they were playing cards so we came in and went on a walk. it was cold like crazy outside and i love it..i love the cold and its never cold here. when your cold its easy to get warm..and when your hott you sweat and smell and its hard to get cold..so i like cold better=).that is all.

<33

--God Damn The Black Nights With All Its Foul Temptations--

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 00:10:46 GMT

yeah so pretty much ive been sick all week i went to school monday then was home on tuesday-friday=(.

friday which is today i went to the neurologist and he sent me to get an MRI and blood work. and now i cant go see coheed and underoath cuz i have to go back on that day and get more blood work and tests done and such..i have 2 see other doctors and its just to complicated>:O! yeah and then the neurologist made me do a bunch of dumb tests. and then i went with my mom to one of her massages and then i went to some settlement thing for my mom aand dad and they made lots of money...now my dad is talking about moving out of this house and moving into somewhere smaller and i have mixed feelings about it cuz i hate it here kinda but then again i love it. and yeah. uhmm thats about it no1 is doing anything tonite so im not alone my dad left town for 2 nites again so ha;D! im all alone =( =)!lol im just mixed up and confused.

2morrow Paige is coming over i think=D! and all that fun stuff..

today is richard and gabbys birthdays so happy birthday 2 them..22 days till mine=D! and 11 days till jaimie l's. wahoo yay for november=).

OOO monday= My Chemical Romance and Story of The Year and such ..cant wait=D!

</3-alatha>

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Mon, 01 Nov 2004 06:39:34 GMT

yeah okay so my weekend has been pretty good=)...friday was okay like i said before and then saturday was great i got sick tho>:O! but other then that we went 2 see the concert=D!Tbs was really good we only stayed for like 2 songs on the floor and then got off cuz we wanted merch and it was selling out fast.i got a MBR and TBS shirt and i love them=).FOB was soo good i love them one of them had a lisp and i LOVE LISPS their so adorable on some people..MBR is the hottest ever and i love them and we got their in time for them to play and they were good melissa and brooke left me and found me tho so it was okay in the end=D!i leaned on lots of big guys and i got smelly and wow okay so we went upstairs to get MBR merch and melissa left me and brooke and then the lead singer bumped into brooke and i made this funny face like OMG and he like touched her butt and said hi i was shocked..its like the 2nd time weve been ran into by a band member lol=D!uhmm okay so when we got home briana kristin and kelly were here and they were mad cuz they didnt get to go 2 some afterparty but it ended up being okay...and then we all got up on halloween hung out...kelly left early shes nice i like her..then kristin and briana left...then paige came over=D ashley came over=D and then we went trick or treating..me paige and melissa got lots of candy=D and some mexican gave paige like 21.27 on accident but we kept it and got food=D haha on him.uhmm and then melissa left=(!paige then left..and now im here with brooke and ashley and stephen and mike..my dad is still gone till tuesday and i like this alone thing now cuz i do what i want=D!lol thats all for now school tomorrow which sucks cuz im sick AGAIN.

</3-Alatha.

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 03:17:16 GMT

okay sorry about the lack of update ive actually been busy...

wendnesday or whatev i didnt go 2 school..but at like 6 me brooke melissa and ashley went to see the grudge and it was scary..melissa got a TUB of popcorn and it was the coolest thing ever.def. see that movie its good..brooke def. came home with me cuz i didnt wanna be alone...

thursday-i cant remember what i did in school sorry=[ but i did go=D!after school me and ashley met my mom..we went to the house i peed..we left..got there @ like 6:30-7? and then went in..first we went on spiderman and i observed how they make the ride..then we went in a haunted house that was scaty as hell it had lots of strobe lites and it scared me=[ i held ashleys arm cuz im just that cool...then we walked around while my mom and juan went on the dr.doom ride which is stupid...then we walked and walked and went in some more haunted houses..this lady said schyphillis 2 me i swear!and some van look a like told ash he loved her lol..we met a guy named tango i called him cuz thats what his name tag looked like dammit!ooo and then the vampire said they were gonna bite off ashleys nose..some1 called her ugly lol..and then some guy broke up with her..uhmm this guy wanted to have sex in the shower and asked us to drop the soap..then we snuck back in the hellgateprison and ashley got like growwled at and stuff like that..we caught a lot of beeds in the parade=) 12 each=D but then gave 3 to some guys @ the prison place..but yeah it was fun no foam this year i was sad=( the corn field tho..this guy chased by bum with a chainsaw and i was scared shitless while ashley was laffing>:O!okay so we let @ 12:10 got home by 2:30..went to bed by 3:00..i got up @ 7:15.lol damn school..

Friday-at school..
1st-we had to test pollution on some plants.and me and shanes had a beetle in it and it scared shane and it was funny.ooo BTW we got donughts=D and report cards i got..3 AS 2 BS and 1 C=D! and i got 20 dollas for it all=)=)
2nd-got out of a vocab quiz for missing school holler..lol and then i was bored and helped alexandra with some class work..
3rd-miss stebbins is DUMB lol..but there was a leak in the roof after lunch and i had to go sit by kyle and blake...enuff said.
4th-Math we had a sub named mr k or something..and he was odd we took a quiz and i helped a friend with it=P!then we did crossword puzzles cuz were that cool!!
5th-medical we colored=D..today was an easy day in there.
6th-Watched a movie and talked 2 jamie and ian fun?no.lol kinda tho.

then i came home got food..went to the library with my mom..went to jacks..went to jodis babysat..got home @ 10:30 and now im here updating...

2MORROW-TAKING BACK SUNDAY/FALL OUT BOY/MATCHBOOK ROMANCE..how cool are me melissa and brooke;D!?!

</3-Alatha

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 18:19:54 GMT

yesterday was monday and mondays always suck..but heres what was goin on!

1st-we did some worksheets and whatnot 1st period always goes by so fast its like a blurr..lol

2nd-mr rice is mr rice..we asked him a question about boys kissing..and he called it crap>:O!

3rd-we were in the wrong classroom again i dont like sitting in desks i miss my table=(.uhmm we did some worksheets and then went to lunch lunch was ok..then we came back did more work and then the bell rang.

4th-math sucks a whole lot i hate it always will..but it was such easy stuff i felt like a total genious=D!

5th-medical we had a sub. and she was not nice wouldnt let me go 2 my locker till the bell rang then i was late to 6th>:O!we did some crossword puzzle and then i got to talk with sammi all period=D!

6th-life managment ..i kept getting up to get out of reading it made me laugh how clever i am..then i talked 2 jamie and ian about jamie coming over on halloween 2=D hehe..and then this spanish girl gave me her work so i could take it home and copy shes so nice=).

after schoool i found ashley and then we went to her new house tryed to fit her dresser in her closet didnt work>:O there was a bandaid in a box and it was gross..then we went on a walk to the "dead end" on her road and talked 2 my mother on the phone about how mad i am at her lets not go there..then mike called me=o and we went to my house..i did my tons and tons of homework..and ashley was online then she helped me with math cuz shes smarter then me..she left i talked 2 dean online=) and brooke on the phone=D and then i went to bed @ 1.

this morning i couldnt get up and brooke and ash kept calling i suppose but mike and stephen never awoke me.so therefore i didnt make it to school and now i have a doctors appt. for my head cuz the shit she gave me is not working worth shit.im getting off now and watching slackers=D!

</3-Alatha

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 03:24:32 GMT

yeah so basically this weekend melissa was with me the whole time which was cool=D! i heart her and we have fun.<33..we hung out with mike and stephen at nite and slept in the day how fun=D!.lol

basics +
name. Alatha Joy Pearson
age. 15 almost.
location. Palm Bay
nickx.Allie,Wafa,Lafa,Lafer statz. Single=(
siqn. Sagitarious
skOol. PalmBay high
sibLings. stephen but hes not blood
hair color. brunette
hair length. meduim
eye color. brown height. 5"4

+favorites +

quotes. "Lifes a bitch.. then you die"
good friend. Brooke,Melissa,Paige,Ashley,Kristin,Briana.
bands. Senses Fail,Fall Out Boy,Taking Back Sunday,My Chemical Romance,Matchbook Romance
rapper. uhmmm...
singer. Chris Carrabba
songs. Senses Fail-- Choke On This
actresses. Stacey Farber<3333
actors. JAKE EPSTEIN,RIDER STRONG!<3333
tv shows. Degrassi,One Tree Hill,Friends,Real World,Road Rules,Viva La Bam
movie. Billy Madison
colors. red and black                                                                                                                                                            fruits. strawberries
flowers. rose
food. chicken alfredo
desserts. not surreee                                                                                                                                                     soda flavors. Mountain Dew,Code Red,Dr. Pepper
candies. Gummy Worms=D
ice cream flavor. Choclate Chip Cookie Dough
jolLy rancher fLava. Strawberry=D
starburst flavor. Pink=D
m+m`s. plain
closet online friends. Breana,Robyn,Ashely                                                                                                  subject. ?? hate school.
dayy. friday
month. October- December
season. winter i love the cold                                                                                                                              numbas. shifty five;D!
holidays. Birthdays and or Christmas!!
perfume. Adidas
cologne. Axe
fastfood places. Mickie Dees,Taco Bell,Wendys                                                                                               resturants. Olive garden
tub toy. i dont have one

+ this // that +

boxers * breifs. boxers
plaid * striped. plaid
straight * gay * bi. Guy? GAY!!
sex *drugs *rock n roll. rock n roll
sunshiine * rain. rain
rain * snow. snOw
thong * g`string. thOng
sun * moon. mOon
silver * gold. silver
silk * cotton * flannel sheets. cotton
mickey * minnie. mickey
skaters * jocks. skaters
preps * freaks. freaks
cds * cassettes. cds
wild * mild. wiLd
top * bottom. tOp
popcorn w/ butter * popcorn=D

+ yesh // no +

are you smart? no im intellegent=D
are you superstitious? yessum
do you read your horoscope? yes
do you believe in that stuff? nah
can you do a cartwheel? no=(                                                                                                                                          do you have bangs? yes, kinda
do you wear glasses? yea
do you wear contacts? nope not yet
braces? not yet=(
retainer? used to
do you snore? not quiet sure ask brooke.
do you talk in your sleep? melissa says i do
do you like onions? No
do you like cotton candy? No
do you like pina collatas? Yupp
do you keep a journal? yeah                                                                                                                                           do you like to dance? no
do you like to sing? yea
are you good at it? i think so=/
do you like to talk on the phone? yes
do you like where you live? no                                                                                                                                         is your room messy right now? nope=)                                                                                                                           you like your handwriting? never                                                                                                                                   do you like to fingerpaint? yes=D
are you organzied? Somewhat
do you sleep with a stuffed animal? i do i do=(
are you ticklish? heck yes
are you shy? depends

+ short answers +

are you left * right handed? right
what`s your middle name? Joy how many piercings you have? none
tattoos? nOne
best day of your life? im not sure
shoe size? 8
who do you know online and want to meet in real life? yeah=(
who has the sexiest voice in the world? brittish people!<3
what`s your deepest, darkest secret? uhmmm
what`s your favorite feature (opposite sex)? hair and butts. what do you do when your nervous? shake and hide it =)
how old do you wish you were? 21

that is all=D

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 17:07:23 GMT

friday at school sucked i had to go home around 4th period long story dont wanna tell the whole world...i got home took a shower went and got my hair cut=)..then around 3:30 i went to the dentist and got my filling it hurt like a bitch i got 5 shots of novacaine or whatev and it still hurt while they did the drilling=[. my mouth felt really big. and i ate a butterfinger and it took 20 minutes...then melissa came over and gave me a hug and made me happy we got pizza waited for degrassi..walked down the street ashley brooke and micky or whatev came over we didnt watch degrassi>:o..then they left and me and melissa watched degrassi @ 9:30-10:30 and were happy..we didnt eat popcorn=[ but we did drink dew=D!lol..and then we were bored i fell asleep and was awoken by mike @ 12..stephen and mike came home and we all hung out=D. those are the perks of having an older brother his friends come over and keep me and my friends laffing cuz their dumb lol.me and melissa called antonio she talked 2 him and then we went to bed.i got up @ 12 today its now 1 and melissa wont get up so im gonna do this thing one of my other friends did=D..

(bold the ones that are true)

01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me .
20. I'm really, really smart and yet so very dense...
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain.
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast.
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis.
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God but not in the traditional sense...
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest Friday movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the South Park movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die for my best friends.
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I have cut myself before
100. I am happy at this moment

that is all=).

</3-Alatha