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YOU ALL FARTED
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YOU FARTED
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[Fri.17th@5.05pm] |
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last day of hell was today its over now though=D!
1st was ten minutes..i gave melissa her card=D
3rd-exam was only 40 questions but they were hard it was hard to find the answers in the notes and such so it took me awhile..then this guy took my cd player and was attempting to headbang and it was funny..i talked 2 rosie most the time shes cool and nice=) i gave her my number if she wanted to chill or sumsing.i was yelling at miss stebbins cuz she wouldnt let me go see mr rice and this guy sean kept calling me strange things like adobe and stuff.
4th-lunch period sat with schmooty and talked and doodled..lunch went to band room with schmooty and other paige saw paige b my love and raimar=D.then we all went and saw mercedes and montana and all them..searched for melissa and then the bell rang. so paige walked me back to class and then i doodled with schmooty some more.
6th-the exam was 100 questions long..we all finished and graded the papers. i got an 80..a lot of ppl failed cuz they copied off someone who messed up badly...and then someones cell went off and everyone sang the song it played to make it look like it was the class not a phone...i talked 2 Ian and jamie got kicked out of class..i kinda told off miss burttram cuz she was yelling @ me about not being at school and such then at the end of class we threw paper balls at her threw the windows from outside bc we wont have to see her ever again which is exciting.
on the bus it was interesting..valerie sat with me to protect me lol from the weird kids in tha back=D! but uhm we stopped by Brookes bus and Brittany was throwing candy canes at it and messing with some people..i thought Brooke flicked me off so i flicked her off but i was wrong lol sowwy love..the bus ride seemed shorter maybe because its winter break now=D! so exciting....all in all i had an okay day and im excited to be out for christmas break.i hope i chill with half the people i planned to chill with. i feel really sick right now though my head kinda hurts and im gonna take a nap.then Melissa Brooke and Paige are coming over and were gonna have fun=) so ill update later..
in the words of merceds and i..."You expect Prince Charming but you get the fucking fire breathing dragon."
</3-Alatha
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[Thu.16th@6.48pm] |
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Day 2 Of Hell...wasnt as bad.
1st was only ten minutes ...bad side i had to see mr od good side i found out i have a "C" in science and not a lowlowlow "F" so thats good=D!
the first exam today was second period..i went i took i prob. failed..then there was 3rd for lunch..i had lunch with brooke and melissa which is always a plus. then the second exam was medical i was so nervous so i studied for like 20 min. b4 we began..the test was sooossososo easy i had myself worried for nothing which is never good..i think i did good..i found out i have a "C" in medical..so basiclaly im passing=D.uhmm i found jamie we went to the bus i got on valerie sat with me in the back which was shocking bc she HATES the back of our bus. got home chilled with sam..ashley came same left..ashley left..im alone for once which makes me smile cuz i was gettng tired of not being alone ever. my head hurts so bad im gonna go 2 sleep in like 2 hours and thats early for me...okay all done cept for like 2 things..
OKAY I KNOW ITS CHEESY...but ive been doin icky lately and 2 ppl have been there tons...BROOKE and MELISSa! i love you both much, thanks for letting me vent to you both and being there i lovee you. Brooke..FBFHY=D and melissa we dont have one but your still my best friend=D!<333
<3-Alatha
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[Wed.15th@5.41pm] |
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today was day one my life in hell or commonly known as exam week....
i got there late and now have 2 detentions for one day which idk how thats gonna work out...and then i went in and was denied a candy cane>:O cuz i have too much energy already=( lol..and then i took the stupid science exam which was hard cuz hes a nutcase. and i think i failed it was 80 questions which i finished and then proceeded to listen to my the used and such cds in class=). and then the bell rang i found alexandra and we walked too 2nd like we always do...this was all 1st period.
then i went to 2nd for "study" but didnt need to i guess cuz im smart..then we went to lunch..i got presents and cards and hugs and attacked and and and it made me feel special.Paige got me a bracelet which i LOVE for the record...then me and briana went to miss mix's classroom..and i saw GABBY and ALYSSA and KRISTIN=D! which made my freaking day. then we went back to class and briana left me with sierra and then the bell rang and i went to my next class.
4th period exam was next...i got in put away my cd player took off my hoodie and got comfy...i thought it was gonna be so hard but it was really easy and i understood it all except the last few questions ill be so disapointed if i do badly cuz i think i did good! then i spent the next hour listening 2 music and talking 2 emily about all the famous people Brooke and I have seen or bumped into at concerts which she now hates us=P but not. after 4th i RAN to melissa to give her her doodle and hug cuz i didnt see her or anyone all day. it was thrilling...then i got on the bus.
i got home called Brooke and such and now im still talking 2 her i love getting out of school @ like 2 its awsome. although im sleepy 2morrow im so not readyfor the medical exam but im way ready for english. i love multiple choice tests.
ive still been feeling like crap worthless and all...sometimes i panic for no reason..ive had like 2 anxiety attacks and i hate them...i just need some reasurance that itll be okay even though that doenst usually help...idk what i need =(
</3-Alatha
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[Sun.12th@2.43pm] |
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so this weekend was okay...
friday i went to my moms cuz my dad was yelling at me about crazyness and im like fuck it and left..i went there and slept there...you know it was bad when id rather be with my mom and the crazy cuban then my dad. yeah.
saturday i came home when my dad wasnt home and then paige and ashley came over we chilled..then brookie came over...me and paige had a serious convo. in the driveway and she almost cryed..then stephen had a cookie and we wanted it so paige and i chased him and then ashley tackled him and brooke got the cookie...we went on a long walk...and then it go really cold so we went home. and then we chilled in my room and me and paige decided to explore the empty houses being built so we went and heard a noise and ran away and then her and ashley went bakc and explored it because i was cold and scared...then we chilled some more talked went to bed and slept uncomfortably i almost spooned brooke cuz we were smoosed but i made sure i didnt! lol...then we got up @ liek 10...paige left then brooke then ashley...
now im alone and its okay im tired/bored/nervous for exams on wends. but i just want my christmas vacation badly.
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[Thu.9th@10.30pm] |
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i went to school today...
1st-i got there late and it was about homeroom time and we didnt read i just sat with melissa and talked =) she gave me all the makeup work and stuff which helped a lot=D!
2nd-Arielle helped me with some science stuff...and then mr rice tryed to avoid me for some reason then i took a vocab. quiz and yah..im not ready for his exam=(.
3rd-Mrs.stebbins talked a lot and we did fcat stuff..then during lunch i went to science lab and worked on some lab thing for make up work...and then i went to D lunch for a little i saw paige,ashley,and schmooty and then they walked me back to class..i was wayyyy late back to 3rd and blake was making an offended face cuz she didnt yell at me and always yells at him and jessy when their like 10 min. late.
4th-math..i finally understand stuff going on in there..=D!
5th-medical we had a guest speaker and it was liek a long free relax period...
6th-cpr so funny...miss burttram kept making jamie do it over and it was hilarious im like JAMIE YOUR TOO LATE HES DEAD!lol..and we drew penis's on 2 girls heads cuz they wanted them 2 it was funny..
after 6th i saw sdhari and valerie=)...and then i found brookie..and we went and found my mom..went to the dmv waited...i failed the test one time...then passed it after a retake=D i missed six and your aloud to miss 5=( ho well..in the end i got my permit and now when i drive its not illegal=). my dad was like everyone off the road and it was mean but ho well i drive good ask anyone=P! hmm then we went ot my house and waited for like 1 hour and got sam..went to sams got money..then we all went to taco bell=)..and then we came to my house and ate cake...i made brooke a cake for her birthday and i did good=D it was yummy.then me and brooke waited for my momma and we drove brooke home..then my mom took me home..i did my homework and now its 10:45 and its the first time ive gotten any spare time to just sit and chill and no1 is online and its sad cuz i wanna talk to people! im gonna go 2 bed soon...samantha is basically living with me which makes me happy cuz i missed her=).
</3-Alatha
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okay so im doing a friends cut...comment if you wanna stay please.
no school today hospital in a bit.
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Friday briana and kristin came over was fun like always they gave me 2 dashboard shirts which i love and im wearing one now=)...it was fun and eventful and yah.
saturday brooke came over after she cleaned her room...we attempted at pictures and voice recordings forever..ill post some of the pics. below=) but it was fun i sucked the helium out of my baloons and i sounded funny and recorded me singing ive got a lovely bunch of coconuts and it was funny..we watched a cinderella story and laughed a whole lot.fun night stayed up till like 5 or 6 am and we were all silly cuz it was early and such....
so here they are...
( piictuurress )
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[Fri.3rd@2.07pm] |
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so yesterday i went to school whoopy!lol...
1st-test i aced it nukka;)!and then there was a fire drill so i didnt get detention for not having a book to read in homeroom...the stupid fire drill thing jamie called me awafa and now my first period is like awafaaa lol.
2nd-essay which took the whole class.
3rd-history notes and talking 2 jennifer...lunch was bleh.
4th-math testt i failed it=( i know the stuff but i didnt understand the questions...stupid math. stupid slope intercept. i have a C in math though which is good..i got a headache from math and wanted to cry and miss sanders has been so mean 2 me shes such a bitch sometimes.
5th-turned in all my make up work...and got an average for my grade which will b a "B" or "C" which is good..i did all my work and then sat and talked with people.
6th-make up work refused to read..miss burttram is a buttface. i hate her a whole lot cant wait to get out of her class...
bus ride..lots of talk about boners and such and how balls hurt well the boys were..
tonight is friday kristin and briana are coming over=)..tomorrow is sat. if i cant go 2 renatas brooke and melissa might come over after the show but who knows...cant wait till 2nite i missed my kristin and briana porkers night but not fo sho.
</3-Alatha
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